很冷的一个晚上。。

~*天空还是那么的黑。。
天依然还是下着雨。。
没有停过。。
潮湿的马路。。冷冷的空气。。。
触碰倒我的皮肤。。
入身入骨。。

~*我，终于哭了。。
眼泪突然掉了。。。
真的掉了！谁？谁来安慰我？
感觉真的好无助阿！！！
你呢？你在哪里？？亲爱的你，我伤心流泪时你在哪儿啊？
我的心情真的很复杂啊！！！！
我该怎么办呢？
我好想拥抱你。。在你的怀里，就像一个小孩。。
哭泪了就睡觉。。。深深暖暖温温甜甜的睡一觉！
靠一靠肩膀都好啊。。
可是呢，当泪从脸滑下滴到腿时。。
才发现，是一个梦。。。一个自我安慰的梦。。
好好笑哦！！

~*这时的我。。
对这电脑边打边哭。。。。
只是很想好好放出来。。。。。
在一个没有人会回答我的世界里把我的心话说出来。。
不对，是打出来。。

~*真的不明白你在想什么。。
我不懂。。是我笨吗？还是我不够了解你呢？
能告诉我吗？
我现在在你的心到底是什么？属于什么？
我问我自己
：“他还爱我吗？还是，我自作多情？”
：“他是太闷了吗？才找我？”
哈哈，傻问题！
如果你看了你一定会告诉我
“你都不相信我的”

~*我要如何呢？
答应过我会陪我，
会让我相信你，
会让我快乐。。。
是诺言吗？
我真的很不喜欢承诺！
可是，傻傻的我们却很喜欢听。。
会接受那些有的没的。。。。
其实都是因为相信，才会变傻。。
因为爱你，说一变傻。。。。
在爱情里，大家都是傻瓜！
聪明人往往都是失败者！
因为到最后受伤的事自己。。。
我说的没错吧？

-低落的sm-

雨天。。。。

~*哎。。今天下雨了。。
从昨天晚上到今天还在下着雨。。。
雨天中真的能让人想起很多东西。。

~*昨天到戏院去看戏。。
突然间很冷很冷。。。
我是一个很怕冷的人。。我很难在冷的空气下活下去。。

~*突然间，好希望有个厚厚的手。。
把我的手握紧。。从中找到温暖。。
但，那只能想象而已。。。
因为你不在。。。
如果你在，会是什么感觉呢？我们会怎样呢？

~*无聊着。。
就上来写写。。

~*突然的，我觉得好空虚。。
我觉得我们的距离便的好远了。。
是我多心吗？是我想太多吗？真的吗？
那感觉真的不好受。。我真的很想哭。。

~*没得和你无时无刻连络的时间。。。
真的过的好慢好慢。。。慢的很痛苦。。
我们跟本没有属于我们自己的事件。。。
我不知如何告诉你。。。
我不想让你觉得烦，不想让你。。。让你。。。。
难言。。=（

~*我们真的能幸福吗？
我问我自己。。
我不想问你。。因为我知道你的答案。。
可是你能让我确定我们的感情吗？确定我的感觉。。
T.T

~*谁还记得　
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得
当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手　
说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的　
有一天　
有一天都会停的
亲爱的
虽然我也害怕在天黑了以后　
我们都不知道会不会有以后谁还记得　
是谁先说
永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久　
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手　
说要一起走到最后
我们都累了　
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑　
怎么说　
怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
虽然我也害怕
两个相爱的人
等着对方先说想分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远　
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我　
要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得　是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口过了太久
没人记得当初
那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起
走到最后
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后

~*你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了
我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢我懂了
不说了爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了
你累了说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得

-情绪化中的sm-

hmmm...

~*Okies.. finish my exam today ! yes !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but the structure of Chinese is totally suck man !!!
what 古文 (old language)... nia bu ark...
i dono wtf it saying bout ! =.= really kanasai.. T.T

~*Hmm..
by the way.....
one of the story of the quetions come like dis...

~*There's two patients in a room....
the patient who sleep beside ( A )window can stand up or sit up about 2 times in a day but just for 1 hour.
the patient who not sleep beside window ( B ) cannot stand or sit but just can sleep all day long..
so, A will sit or stand for 2 hours evryday...
he will tell B about what he saw outside the window...
B started to jealous A ...
and he asked himself : " why he can sleep beside window but not me?"
he felt guilty that he think like dis.. so he force himself to forget about it..
but, it keep on come out from his mind and his sickness become more serious...
One day, A suddenly felt uncomfortable and hard to breath...
*tit tit tit* he dead...
after fews day, B requested to sleep beside window...
so, the doctor and nurses move him to the bed beside window...
after the doctor went off, he felt that hard to breath and vry sick..
and the look at the window...
he found that ..
THE WINDOW IS TOTALLLY NOTHING BUT JUST A PLAIN WALL !!!!!!!!!

~*Oh my...
how touched am i when i was reading this story...
A is so nice man....
this is what friendship call~

~*The ppl outside there..
appreciate with what you have.. =)
once it go, forever gone...
we have to smile for what had passed, but not cry for what had passed..

~*我们都遇到太多的风风雨雨。。在这个世界我们要学会去珍惜才能给自己留下美好的彩云。。。。事情的发生并没有谁对谁错，只是看你愿不愿意做故事的创造者。。。

-sm-

The first thing i did... after....

huh? o? eh? ih? uh? oh ?

~*the first thing i did after came back frm school is...
DENG DENG DENG DENG !!!!!!!!!!!!

-=*walk to room and took sis' s laptop-=+*

~*muahahahha~
computer is my life~ my soul~
emotionlly physically and mentally EXITED!!

~*then... i click... on.....
binbin kor's blog....
who knows... i saw the sentence with...
*all with with red eyes...............*
at first i was thinking izit another ghost story?
with the curious, i continued scroll and read....
OH MY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's a dead T.T

~*kor's grandpapa dead....
awww, when i was reading his blog... i really felt touched and wanna cry...
oh my oh my.. it let me think back the moment my grandmama and grandpapa died.. T.T

~*a kor.. =)
dont so sad okies?
meimei sayang~ *muacks*
may gong gong rest in peace lor....
although he has gone... but he still inside ur heart
we should smile for the pass but not cry for the pass...
if gong gong continue his way in dis world.. he might be suffer
be tough kor ! en ! support u !

-sm-

guess what !!!!!!!???????

mUAhahahhaha~~~~~~~~~~~

wo hui lai le ~~~~~~~~~~~
i am free like crazy~~~~~~~~~~
i miss you like crazy~~~~~~~~~~~
i miss pc like crazy~~~~~~~~
oh! intrnet oh pc !
muacks !! i love u so so so much~~~~~~~~~

Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) 2008

Lembaga Peperiksaan Malaysia

~argh!!!!!! SPM is o-level....

muahahah~~ i finish i finish !!!!!!!!!!!!!

although tomorow still have Chinese.. but i considered it finish !

nenene buBU~~~~ =p =p

Composary Sujects

• Malay Language (Paper 1 : structure [summary, literature,novel and so on] & Paper 2 : essay )
• English Language (Paper 1 : stucture [same as malay] & Paper 2 : essay)
• Modern Mathematic (Paper 1 : objective & Paper 2 : structure)
• History (Paper 1 : objective & Paper 2 : stucture, essay)
• Additional Mathematic (Paper 1 : short quetion & Paper 2 : long quetion)
• Moral (structure & essay)

Excess Subjects

• Biology (Paper 1 : objective & Paper 2 : structure, essay & Paper 3 : structure, experiment report)
• Physics ( same )
• Chemistry ( same )
• Chinese Language (Paper 1 : structure, summary & Paper 2 : essay)

ohohHO~~~

i passed all subjects ! *caution chinese left* =.="

adoix~ really kacao me ><

-sm-

new life... new feeling.. new thing. new experience..

~*hmmm...
what to say lehs?

~*new life?
yar... suddenly i felt that i changed..
i started a new life...
i forget the passs.. i forget forget FORGET!
and i met many friends...
they are nice frendly.... and.. dono xD

~*new feeling?
ya.. new feeeling..
many thing surround me give me feeling..
diferent feeling..
it's so nice, fresh, weird and memorable..
kaka.x. xD xD
and yet...
may i meet a new person in my life..
=.=
lalala..~ someone stayed my heart.. booked
aii, is it good or...? i dont know..
jz i rmbr the pass... it's so pain and so ... aii !

~*new thing?
ya! exam..
bigbigbig important..
sibeh important exam...

~*new experience?
haha..
met diff ppl bah... and experienced many things..
and, new feeling come !
but i dono whether i can accept it anot...
mayb i stil nid time? i dont know..
i dont have much confident.. the trust..
aii~ neys a neys~ tell me wad to do ~~~

ok ler bah...
good nights...

-sm-

WHY I SO LONG DIDNT UPDATE !?

aiYOo...
i know i long time didnt update ler lerr...
so, tonight free and i got nothing to do..
so i come crap while.. =)

~*hmm.. recently i was preparing for my O-lvl..
actually is kanasai exam.. evryone hate it
IT SUCK MAN !!! SUCK !!
aaaiiii.... but what to do..
we have to sit for it ..

~*aii..
before exam come..
i was slacking all over.. and waiting tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow
telling myself..
chey, still have time ma.. read abit 1st..
akakakx.. xD xD

~*little little den become hills lor..
[sikit-sikit, lama lama jadi bukit]
aduix.. so last minutes also wont rush and suffer bahs..
fan zen, i worry bout my sejarah..
i super duper hate it ! OMG ! HISTORY MAN...
it's such a ... oioi medicine.. and those fking story
ARGH!!

~*ok..
registered 10 sujects..

• bahasa malaysia
• english
• history
• modern math
• add math
• chemistry
• physic
• biology
• chinese
• moral

now... 4 subjects passed..

• bm
• modern math
• history
• english

~*so..

next week will be very very tough ..

walao man ! all important siao subject....

ok la, work hard for it..

for the 2 weeks !!!!! after 2 weeks !!

i am one of the bird at the sky !! BIRD BIRD meis xD xD

~*laaaaa...

wanna thanks all that support me..

i love u all... muacks...

and thanks to greg and binnie~ for support me

although u all in SG T.T *touched*

-sm-

neysneys~~~ muack~