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Saturday, July 25, 2009

Love? Relationship?

Opss... love....
what is love actually??
love is powerful....
Parent's love - what we have now is what they had sacrificed
Friend's love - what the mood we have now is what we get from them
Lover's love - how tough we are is what they have give out

I, myself have parent's love, friend's love and lover's love..
wu haaaaaa.......................

Today after assignment, Shanmei, Jerome, Yingning and Chiaming
went out for dinner.. *steamboat* gold 1 lah dis steamboat *uek*
then suddenly take about relationship between guy and girl..
sudd pulak say me ~ me and my bf? ^^
laaaa....

He is not that handsome, not that tall, not that thin...
but 1 thing.. he is nice
he love me lots lots, he take care of me, he fulfill what i need...
i am the one who always hurt him..
do and say something hurtful that he cannot take it :p
he is ok for me :D everyone wish to find someone that love us rite~
good looking for just a look but with a bad attitude wad for?

Someone asked me before,
  • a very talented, rich, handsome guy, bad attitude
  • a normal looking, average brain and finance, good attitude
who will i choose for my partner..
i chose the second 1..
who is normal looking, average brain n finance....
everyone wish their Mr/Mrs Right is talent, rich and good looking..
but with a bad attitude, what for??
dont care you, no special treat, when you need him he cant come for u...
maybe some people just nid a partner who just can have sex with him/her
but i am a lovely person.. poor nevermind, as long as u care me..

Long story between me n him ^^
knew he through online game.. Meetoto
know he quite a long time..
after sometimes, he quit meetoto.. because his online hour reached 4000 hours
den we lost contact..
1 day he on skype... he find me...
that time he was appear offline, i tot that he not there..
but nvm, i left massage to him..
he replied, i was shocked..
and that time i was quite sleepy~ and he asked me go for a nap and he will wake me up..
he did, and start from that day.. he became my alarm clock :D*hehes*
long long long ~~ i have a weird feeling.. likes him maybe?
then he confess, i asked him why..
he said he likes me long time ago, just because last time dont dare to take my phone number so just let it be..
i was like OMG ?! is it a dream ?? ==

The first moment i met him.. i dont like..
i felt very fed up..
i dont even want to look at him..
he asked why, i dont dare to answer :)
but is true i dont like people to look at me..
i feel uncomfortable :p
then we almost break up *wohaa*
hmm, problem solved.... i felt better with him
the 2nd argument.. it came suddenly
almost break too... *yawn*
then our relation getting close and closer..

I learnt to appreciate him after that
i started to miss him.. care him.... and angry for him ! ^^
dear , love u ..

Maybe my friend dont like him..
how he look like.. too bad la.. i had chose
he changed, n i trust him.. aii~ dono lah....
if everything we have to observe n predict..
many thing we will never get through and experience it... :)

Ning, my darling...
hope she meet her Mr. Right...
she very fussy =.=
want this want that.. *euw*
sometimes beh dong her 1...
but Ning....
honestly, last time i think to have a handsome boyfriend too...
but, i experience too much of thing...not i have a handsome bf..
but my friend..
people around me...
they want to have a handsome bf... but at last they noticed that they are not that good
CAN SEE BUT CANNOT USE !
how he treat you is the most important..
but dont too ugly la *i agree* xD
luck for her ~ *mucks*

-sm-

**boring**

~*College life....
hmm, May, June, July.. almost 3 months i study in INTI college..
college life is totally different from primary school and secondary school...
it's short period of studying and really have to put much effort on it..

~*College life...
getting closer and closer with classmates..
good improvement :)
but few classmates left d.. T.T that sad
makes more friend ^^

~*College life....
ya, i still can find the friend that i have in secondary school..
HELPFUL, CHEERFUL, CARING, JOKER, GUAI LAN friends..
at first i thought that i will never have friends like this..
but~ the fact told me.. what i think is totally wrong..

~*College life........
we really need friends when we live without parents..
ya, it's true..
and i am a messy person~ bodoh...
truly need people lend a hand, to take care of me.. ^^
i found 1.. MISS Loo Ying Ning~ (Nen nen)
she... help me face all the problem.. she is a best friend of mine :D
i love UuuUuu.. *geli*
she really take care of me..
today i was on phone.. we went for steamboat :D
she served the food for me.. *touched*
although i am not her best friend that i dono i am or not..
but she is mine :p

~*College life..
Jerome and Wilson are moving out..
*it's our fault also la*
because we BBQ in their house.. where their house is just lend from others
Jerome's friend parent i think..
BBQ for farewell party.. *wu ga*
then the neighbor complaint about it..
so the dumb dumb landlord dislike about it !
so... *move out*

~*College life..
Wilson will stay with his church friends..
while, Jerome will stay with me..
*eee shy* not same room with me la absolutely..
stay the back room~ Rm400.. air-con room.. wow ~ i wish i stay there too
because my room is just like VOLCANO !!!!!
vol 5 fan move like vol 1.. *curse* ^@*^#)@*#&@)#

~*College life..
Jerome will move in tomorrow ~ wheee
why i so happy ? not because i love him la..
is because I DONT NEED TO STAY ALONE ANYMORE !~!~!~!
*wu ga*
he gave me The Sims 3... i help him clean his room
nice deal rite :D

~*College life.....
everybody has different mind...
hard to know what they thinking and their porsonality..
although i can easily understand a person.. but it seems abit dangerous
Jerome has a lots of privacy.. *yuck* bull u ! hurh~ :@

~*College life..
now in college..
izit old friends not important anymore???
for me.. they are important.. but...
everyone seems like getting further and further from me
and i felt like.. not true friend anymore.... my best friend *if she see this, she will know who is dis person*
never contact for so long..
and whenever she contact me, i failed to answer her call..
is it a good or bad thing for me???
she changed.. and maybe i change too..
after the celebration of kc's birthday party... that is la..
gone... :(
i dont hope this happen to me.. but it happened..

-sm-