Raining Day....

~*rain not rain ...
rain and not rain....

~*sudd felt so emo...
so sad...
felt wana cry...
but i dont.. :D

~*hmmm,
KL trip with frend?
think of a promise....
promise from someone, that i could meet...
and we play for the 3 days 2 nights...
at last it's just a white paper... =)

~*you happy during the trip? he asked..
i said dono... had no feeling..
ya, it's true...
that time i was so misarable...
i was like heal from hurt? or...?
dono, i really dont feel sad, happy or anything...

~*today, saw his pm...
haha~
he miss her, he want her, he need her...
but did the girl know that?
half half ba i guess...
the girl is so lucky.. such a guy so love her and waiting for her..
wad i can say just she dont know what is APPRECIATE

~*chat with him today..
haha... dont know how to answer his quetion...
he told me that the girl came back to Malaysia..
=.=
but he failed to meet her...
cz the day she reached KL, he just back from malacca to KL..
and it's night ler... so cant..
sudd i felt so KE XI... by rite he can meet her ba? =)

~*i wished him that she could meet her 1 day...
mayb CNY...
and myab there will be gather again... who know? :D
he replied : you too...
msn sudd stuck...
pc hang... restart pc...
find back him, no reply..
mayb it's fate bah.. end of us..

~*ya,
you dont nid to say sory..
it's no sorry in love rite....
sorry so wad?
for the thing you had done? for the swet memories you gave and broke it at once?
cant even cure my hurt.... so pls dont sorry...
still rmbr the reason you told me...
aii, it's really preety hurt.. but..
for me? i dont trust... kakax~
it's no reason for u to do all this for a girl u dont like at all?
too fake.. but wateva...
all is unimportant d..... u had go... i had leave...

~*hurt? pain?
all is over... or mayb it will come again?
future? dont know...

-sm-

The Growth! ~.~

~*wee wang wang~
last 2 days i went down KL...
den hor, yesterday just came back...
in the car was so boring..

~*i took sis's purse
started to look out evry single thing inside
saw her pic...

~*den i took mine out...
show her my GROWTH !!

~*wow~
IC : 12 years old
Student Card : 14/15 years old
Driving Lisence : 17 years old

seee my growth !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~*grow up so sui liao~ xD xD
dont critic me a ! chop u all ark... T.T

~*hmmm...

i live for 17 years old le...

experienced so many things....

sad, happy, sweet, hurt... all are so memorable...

now, i am a teenage..

and i have to decide my future le...

~*think...

what would me be for future?

who am u for future?
how my life would be for future?

"DONO" :p

-sm-

dEng D3ng deng~`~~~

~*back from Kuala Lumpur...
reached kuantan : 5.30pm
reached home : 6pm

~*1 more hour !!!!!!!!
to teacher's wedding o!!!!
so exited to see teacher~

~*ok i tell u wad...
11 person at this table.. all kaki lang..
evry dish came..
not over 3 minutes ! all eaten... walao! =.=
mad sia...

~*dis water.. i dono when the made it
i was in toilet.
came bac with jia wen...
they treat her dis drink i mean without the carrot and bone
LOL !!!
the told her is tea only...
acutally it's TEA + SPRIT
~*then i add on it.. nice rite? xD

~*why i always photo with her huh?

i also dono...

cz she really like camera sia! xD xD

~*yummY!! vege! mushroom !!!!!!!! i love it~ muacks

~*teacher's wedding car o! lalala~ got mickey and minnie~

~*weird why no teacher face?

lol nvr snap tio lor..

teacher was so so busy~
oh ya...

~*15 years old : science

16 years old : add math & modern math

17 years old : add math & modern math

3 years ler~ she taught me.

T.T

feel bit she bu de ~~~ oh oh~~~

became ppl's wife and mummy le o...

i love u always teacher~

althought my add math suck ! but i know u love me xD xD

-sm-

Back to Hotel lerr !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

~*ok...
went back to hotel le rites...
then...
6.12.2008

~*Yvonne Lin Li En
Bird day o~ xD xD
but i dono the others plan...
they said go room so i just go lor..
sienz T.T
bo plan gather

~*okies
the cake... wad and wad i dono...
cz i dont try...
and cz i dont like chocolate in cake.. uek
but thre were 2 BUSKIN ROBIN ice-cream nehs~
~*see dis fella eat till....
jz came in got suprice.. den took the ice-cream and
*yum yum yum*
aii~
~*oh ya...
she birdday i also didnt wish her..
cz i quite moody dat time *sorry* :D

yvoonne nin a~
wish u happy birthday o~
after dis year, we seperate liao~
so, mayb we could not meet ler....
u r my friend and always be mine :)
love u.. muacks..
dont forget me.. surely i wil punch u if u did it ! hurh!

~*ok finished cake???
dis the problem...
who gona clean it up..
*not me for sure* :p
~*continue stay at the room...
snap photo *boliao* ma !!!

~*we didnt went bk to our room leh!

stay at guys room... LOL!!!

~*see, that fella playng guitar...

feel romantic rite?

actually it is not ! :D

~*ok just dono why i was sleeping on the bed

he came and slept beside me !

zzz, ok lar... act it's his bed xD xD muAhaahh

den sudd think of dis action~ :)

pai seh sia i do like dis... siao! they wana snap it sumore ~.~

really sien till nth to play~

ok, i am not horny or wad dont simply think.. zzz

*he is not handsome, but i jz imagine he is*

JOKING!!!!!!!!!!!!

~*ok, the whole night sleep at guys room...

but dis fella sleep at another bed...

i slept with yvone~

nenene bubU~~~

guys room ---> girl room

kakax xD xD

-sm-

Holidays..~~

3.Dec.2008

~*that is !

hahah~ our journey to kl~~~~~

whEeee... =)

~*start : 8am

reach : 11.30am

3/ half hours ! my pigu sibeh pain and dizzy

BULAN RESTU the bus... nia gui ><

~*reached..

we ate our lunch~
hungry sia. *ngrok ngrok ngrok*

HONG KONG RESTAURANT ... kakax xD xD yummy yummY~

~*ok, den went for shopping lorr....

SG. Wang orhs~ laaaa..

~*the next day, SUNWAY PYRAMID =)

dis building changed so much o..
and chrismas is coming~ decorasion BINGO~!

~*what dis !? C O N D O M

hahah~ its a free gift nehs !

sudd give me see tio~ xD xD

~*ok times up!

is time to go back hotel lur~
*tired tired* omg !!

~*bus from sunway bk to pekeliling rm0.70

~*MRT station

~*lalala~ xD

-sm-

ended.... evrything..

~*Evrything ended...
it's end........
end with tears...
end with fake...
end with curelness...

~*This few days..
i really cant be alone and hanging there without do anything..
i will start to think, refresh evrything...
T.T
it's hurt.. pain and... bleed..
the 2nd times deep wound...
DEEP WOUND !!!!

~*Am i too stupid? or too dan chun....
1 time and 1 time...

~*Evrythig is fake?
is a lie?
can me accept it??? =.=
my answer : NO !
although i knew it earlier..
but.. i still dont hope dat the answer really is like dis..
am i really a good healer?
evryone come heal den go..
come and go... so fast yet so urgen
T.T

~*Who thereby to hear my voice
heal my wound?
hear my heartbit....
who.... sui... siapa.. bin gor...

~*good bye my love~
wo de ai ren zai jian~
moon is preety and perfect....
so as a human too =)

~*hope you will happy with the new...
forget the pass and gather with new..
ur love...
the one who u really love...
muakcs, i love u...
dont need to say sorry..
worry will make my wound more...... =(

~*a new life?
i dont know wether i can anot...
bye...

-sm-

很冷的一个晚上。。

~*天空还是那么的黑。。
天依然还是下着雨。。
没有停过。。
潮湿的马路。。冷冷的空气。。。
触碰倒我的皮肤。。
入身入骨。。

~*我，终于哭了。。
眼泪突然掉了。。。
真的掉了！谁？谁来安慰我？
感觉真的好无助阿！！！
你呢？你在哪里？？亲爱的你，我伤心流泪时你在哪儿啊？
我的心情真的很复杂啊！！！！
我该怎么办呢？
我好想拥抱你。。在你的怀里，就像一个小孩。。
哭泪了就睡觉。。。深深暖暖温温甜甜的睡一觉！
靠一靠肩膀都好啊。。
可是呢，当泪从脸滑下滴到腿时。。
才发现，是一个梦。。。一个自我安慰的梦。。
好好笑哦！！

~*这时的我。。
对这电脑边打边哭。。。。
只是很想好好放出来。。。。。
在一个没有人会回答我的世界里把我的心话说出来。。
不对，是打出来。。

~*真的不明白你在想什么。。
我不懂。。是我笨吗？还是我不够了解你呢？
能告诉我吗？
我现在在你的心到底是什么？属于什么？
我问我自己
：“他还爱我吗？还是，我自作多情？”
：“他是太闷了吗？才找我？”
哈哈，傻问题！
如果你看了你一定会告诉我
“你都不相信我的”

~*我要如何呢？
答应过我会陪我，
会让我相信你，
会让我快乐。。。
是诺言吗？
我真的很不喜欢承诺！
可是，傻傻的我们却很喜欢听。。
会接受那些有的没的。。。。
其实都是因为相信，才会变傻。。
因为爱你，说一变傻。。。。
在爱情里，大家都是傻瓜！
聪明人往往都是失败者！
因为到最后受伤的事自己。。。
我说的没错吧？

-低落的sm-

雨天。。。。

~*哎。。今天下雨了。。
从昨天晚上到今天还在下着雨。。。
雨天中真的能让人想起很多东西。。

~*昨天到戏院去看戏。。
突然间很冷很冷。。。
我是一个很怕冷的人。。我很难在冷的空气下活下去。。

~*突然间，好希望有个厚厚的手。。
把我的手握紧。。从中找到温暖。。
但，那只能想象而已。。。
因为你不在。。。
如果你在，会是什么感觉呢？我们会怎样呢？

~*无聊着。。
就上来写写。。

~*突然的，我觉得好空虚。。
我觉得我们的距离便的好远了。。
是我多心吗？是我想太多吗？真的吗？
那感觉真的不好受。。我真的很想哭。。

~*没得和你无时无刻连络的时间。。。
真的过的好慢好慢。。。慢的很痛苦。。
我们跟本没有属于我们自己的事件。。。
我不知如何告诉你。。。
我不想让你觉得烦，不想让你。。。让你。。。。
难言。。=（

~*我们真的能幸福吗？
我问我自己。。
我不想问你。。因为我知道你的答案。。
可是你能让我确定我们的感情吗？确定我的感觉。。
T.T

~*谁还记得　
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得
当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手　
说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的　
有一天　
有一天都会停的
亲爱的
虽然我也害怕在天黑了以后　
我们都不知道会不会有以后谁还记得　
是谁先说
永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久　
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手　
说要一起走到最后
我们都累了　
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑　
怎么说　
怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
虽然我也害怕
两个相爱的人
等着对方先说想分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远　
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我　
要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得　是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口过了太久
没人记得当初
那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起
走到最后
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后

~*你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了
我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢我懂了
不说了爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了
你累了说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得

-情绪化中的sm-

hmmm...

~*Okies.. finish my exam today ! yes !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but the structure of Chinese is totally suck man !!!
what 古文 (old language)... nia bu ark...
i dono wtf it saying bout ! =.= really kanasai.. T.T

~*Hmm..
by the way.....
one of the story of the quetions come like dis...

~*There's two patients in a room....
the patient who sleep beside ( A )window can stand up or sit up about 2 times in a day but just for 1 hour.
the patient who not sleep beside window ( B ) cannot stand or sit but just can sleep all day long..
so, A will sit or stand for 2 hours evryday...
he will tell B about what he saw outside the window...
B started to jealous A ...
and he asked himself : " why he can sleep beside window but not me?"
he felt guilty that he think like dis.. so he force himself to forget about it..
but, it keep on come out from his mind and his sickness become more serious...
One day, A suddenly felt uncomfortable and hard to breath...
*tit tit tit* he dead...
after fews day, B requested to sleep beside window...
so, the doctor and nurses move him to the bed beside window...
after the doctor went off, he felt that hard to breath and vry sick..
and the look at the window...
he found that ..
THE WINDOW IS TOTALLLY NOTHING BUT JUST A PLAIN WALL !!!!!!!!!

~*Oh my...
how touched am i when i was reading this story...
A is so nice man....
this is what friendship call~

~*The ppl outside there..
appreciate with what you have.. =)
once it go, forever gone...
we have to smile for what had passed, but not cry for what had passed..

~*我们都遇到太多的风风雨雨。。在这个世界我们要学会去珍惜才能给自己留下美好的彩云。。。。事情的发生并没有谁对谁错，只是看你愿不愿意做故事的创造者。。。

-sm-

The first thing i did... after....

huh? o? eh? ih? uh? oh ?

~*the first thing i did after came back frm school is...
DENG DENG DENG DENG !!!!!!!!!!!!

-=*walk to room and took sis' s laptop-=+*

~*muahahahha~
computer is my life~ my soul~
emotionlly physically and mentally EXITED!!

~*then... i click... on.....
binbin kor's blog....
who knows... i saw the sentence with...
*all with with red eyes...............*
at first i was thinking izit another ghost story?
with the curious, i continued scroll and read....
OH MY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's a dead T.T

~*kor's grandpapa dead....
awww, when i was reading his blog... i really felt touched and wanna cry...
oh my oh my.. it let me think back the moment my grandmama and grandpapa died.. T.T

~*a kor.. =)
dont so sad okies?
meimei sayang~ *muacks*
may gong gong rest in peace lor....
although he has gone... but he still inside ur heart
we should smile for the pass but not cry for the pass...
if gong gong continue his way in dis world.. he might be suffer
be tough kor ! en ! support u !

-sm-

guess what !!!!!!!???????

mUAhahahhaha~~~~~~~~~~~

wo hui lai le ~~~~~~~~~~~
i am free like crazy~~~~~~~~~~
i miss you like crazy~~~~~~~~~~~
i miss pc like crazy~~~~~~~~
oh! intrnet oh pc !
muacks !! i love u so so so much~~~~~~~~~

Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia (SPM) 2008

Lembaga Peperiksaan Malaysia

~argh!!!!!! SPM is o-level....

muahahah~~ i finish i finish !!!!!!!!!!!!!

although tomorow still have Chinese.. but i considered it finish !

nenene buBU~~~~ =p =p

Composary Sujects

• Malay Language (Paper 1 : structure [summary, literature,novel and so on] & Paper 2 : essay )
• English Language (Paper 1 : stucture [same as malay] & Paper 2 : essay)
• Modern Mathematic (Paper 1 : objective & Paper 2 : structure)
• History (Paper 1 : objective & Paper 2 : stucture, essay)
• Additional Mathematic (Paper 1 : short quetion & Paper 2 : long quetion)
• Moral (structure & essay)

Excess Subjects

• Biology (Paper 1 : objective & Paper 2 : structure, essay & Paper 3 : structure, experiment report)
• Physics ( same )
• Chemistry ( same )
• Chinese Language (Paper 1 : structure, summary & Paper 2 : essay)

ohohHO~~~

i passed all subjects ! *caution chinese left* =.="

adoix~ really kacao me ><

-sm-

new life... new feeling.. new thing. new experience..

~*hmmm...
what to say lehs?

~*new life?
yar... suddenly i felt that i changed..
i started a new life...
i forget the passs.. i forget forget FORGET!
and i met many friends...
they are nice frendly.... and.. dono xD

~*new feeling?
ya.. new feeeling..
many thing surround me give me feeling..
diferent feeling..
it's so nice, fresh, weird and memorable..
kaka.x. xD xD
and yet...
may i meet a new person in my life..
=.=
lalala..~ someone stayed my heart.. booked
aii, is it good or...? i dont know..
jz i rmbr the pass... it's so pain and so ... aii !

~*new thing?
ya! exam..
bigbigbig important..
sibeh important exam...

~*new experience?
haha..
met diff ppl bah... and experienced many things..
and, new feeling come !
but i dono whether i can accept it anot...
mayb i stil nid time? i dont know..
i dont have much confident.. the trust..
aii~ neys a neys~ tell me wad to do ~~~

ok ler bah...
good nights...

-sm-

WHY I SO LONG DIDNT UPDATE !?

aiYOo...
i know i long time didnt update ler lerr...
so, tonight free and i got nothing to do..
so i come crap while.. =)

~*hmm.. recently i was preparing for my O-lvl..
actually is kanasai exam.. evryone hate it
IT SUCK MAN !!! SUCK !!
aaaiiii.... but what to do..
we have to sit for it ..

~*aii..
before exam come..
i was slacking all over.. and waiting tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow
telling myself..
chey, still have time ma.. read abit 1st..
akakakx.. xD xD

~*little little den become hills lor..
[sikit-sikit, lama lama jadi bukit]
aduix.. so last minutes also wont rush and suffer bahs..
fan zen, i worry bout my sejarah..
i super duper hate it ! OMG ! HISTORY MAN...
it's such a ... oioi medicine.. and those fking story
ARGH!!

~*ok..
registered 10 sujects..

• bahasa malaysia
• english
• history
• modern math
• add math
• chemistry
• physic
• biology
• chinese
• moral

now... 4 subjects passed..

• bm
• modern math
• history
• english

~*so..

next week will be very very tough ..

walao man ! all important siao subject....

ok la, work hard for it..

for the 2 weeks !!!!! after 2 weeks !!

i am one of the bird at the sky !! BIRD BIRD meis xD xD

~*laaaaa...

wanna thanks all that support me..

i love u all... muacks...

and thanks to greg and binnie~ for support me

although u all in SG T.T *touched*

-sm-

neysneys~~~ muack~

The Holidays ~

That day... that day ..
which day arrr...?? =.=
last Thursday right? ya.. that day .. =)
i know i very bo liao lar.. haiyo ! >< Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
ya, Malays New Year.. kakax xD xD
so? we went to dad' friend house lor... at Sg. Lembing
what we ate? hmm.. rendang, nasi kapit, ketupat and kuih raya lor..
*ps : SG dont know what is dat xD*

Then hor~
after mum mum we went to the crystal house..
aii, dont talk about that.. i think i'm really a dumb
Crystal House ! what u will imagine if u hear that? a house made from crystal right?
i was like wtf? izit got such house? didnt hear before leh..
i was so exited man T.T .. i really believe got such house lo! because Sg. Lembing is a historical place and there absalutely hill town.. all house and shop on hill d ~ so vry dangerous when driving..

-=the journey=-curious? why i snapped it? muahahah ~ dont know lehs !
because.... it is.... a place that ... people .. used to ... process..
the ore or rocks ( mineral that contain metal ) muahaha !! but bomb it d ! kekex

-=continue the jorney=-
reached a village.. malay + chinese village.. hehe ~..
see, there's a qiao to walk in.. but we dont =)

-=30 minutes later=-














*screm* !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u see u see .. this wad crystal house meant !!!!!!! WTF ! kanasai !
destroy all my imagination.. =.=" walao eh ...
IS THE HOUSE FILLED WITH CRYSTAL AND SHOW FOR VISITORS !
anyways T.T
the crystals are unique, pretty and weird..see~ look like what? starfishsee~look like human brain ! =)this .. look like hamik lehs.. like something in the sea.. the rock with some seaweed and the small fish like it!


and .. we found this !
~*sister and meis.. in the cave ! this is the sample cave were ppl boom those rock and take the ore
~*orhs, i working.. mai disturb :p


wan le~ bai bai~

-sm-


*si lao ge.. hate u! >< >< >< !!!!!

hmm.. nothing do ? xD xD

Hello...
i got nothing to do..
and tonight..
i just back from tuition..
and somebody said my pic look stupid !
ok, fine..
i decided to revenge.. =.=


Add Glitter to your Photos
*hey ! this picture is nice ok ! its represent my voice in heart T.T u dono xin shang !*



Personalized Glitter Graphics
*this what ugly call ! blueks !! no lar, actually he vry handsome d.. xD*


a kor.. greg said hor.. he want fight with u.. bad sia him.. i told him u in Air Force now.. ehs, crush him with airplane.. nenene bubu~ :p

and.. i didnt hide something from u !!! >< wuUuuwuuu.. T.T
he said i no hair.. u see.. he bullied me
and u know what he is?
EGGLESS ! he bo egg 1.. muahahaha..

just like u and me~
u (_*_) **********.. i ~~~~~~~~~~~~.. xD xD
whEee~


and.. now i feel that i will have nightmare soon !
my sis singing for her bf !
wtf ! check the time now !
12.05 a.m ok ! is morning le !!!!!!!
sing "Tian Mi Mi" wtf !!

-sm-

HALLOW~ HELLOW~ HELLO~ HI~

Ok, fine.. dont blow me update post le !
my hand really lazy and i got nothing to post la !!
gRrrr.. F5 F5

o nar..
finished exam? finished trial?
ya, it seems vry vry happy.. but.. we just left 1 month 2 weeks to study for O-lvl ! wtf?
dont think it's still long long away ~ because, when u close ur eyes, open ur eyes..
it's around the corner.. *bling*

So, Thursday.. the last day of trial examination.. CHINESE paper !
then then then, we went for movie ! MOVIE !
at first, we decided to watch *Money Not Enough 2*
tickets brought..
then, they canceled and watch *Mamma Mia*
so, tickets gave to our classmates..
God.. =.=" nvm lar.. ask least i can go out and relax.. what movie also can.

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Ok, this movie show in new cinema.. so we went there.. so far ><
the cinema.. OH mama mia !
look like fortification !
oh God.. walk in, turn left, up stairs, turn right, up staris ! wtf ! -,-"
i was like.. walao, i just wanna watch a movie.. why my journey to the cinema so damn far!
unlike the Golden Screen Cinema. just walk in nia.. =.=" kanasai
and u know what ! whole cinema..
just 10 people ! 10 !
and i ran all over to sit.. wakkaka


Ok, show come.... this movie actually is bout music..
they sing more than talk.. musican movie bahs
it's a love story.. use music to present their movie..
a girl with 3 guys?! and dont know her daughter belongs to who?!
walao eh.. =.="" at first, it's kinda funny..
but 1 hour over.. i feel really bored..
sing sing sing and sing ..
but it might be a nice movies bah ! kekex.. xD xD
lucky ticket sold for 7 bucks ! if not i really *faint*

Compare ..
*Money Not Enough 2* -- moral values movie + funny
*Mamma Mia* -- love story + funny

haha~ oKies lar..
but i wanna watch money not enough 2.. but my friend has DVD ~
so.. borrow bahs =)

After movie, we went for a drink ~~
at Just Relax.. hahax.. xD xD
everybody was hungry oo..
so we ate there back home at 11pm .. early sia !
the 1st time i go out, back so early. broke record.

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Funny =.=

Yo~~~
back with my lazy dumb hand again..
hahaha, didnt post for so long le..
^^ ps hor~

Errr..
Okies, my friend Vincent had recommended me to watch Fur TV =.=
it's super lame..
n u know what..
after i watched it, then there's nothing happen..
after i back from tuition.. bout 10pm ..
i came back and opened Mozilla..
WTH !??! it out with a notice

"use internet explorer u dope"

huh?? wad happen..
den i use internet explorer.. gonna post the video on blog..
so i search ... www.youtube.com
WTF !??!? cant go through it !!!!!!!!!!!!!
out with another notice again..

"you have been banned from youtube. the administrator blaa blaa blaa.. den there was a sound .. *muahahahhah*

WTF ?! i was shocked that time.. god, is it virus or something else?
=.= i gonna get from my bro this time.. if it contain virus..

Then the next day, my bro opened pc..
i was so scared.. later he scold me T.T
but, no.
kakax... xD xD he use internet explorer too..
den i tried open mozila, ehs ! can use le.. =.=
suan lar, no problem den ok le.. xD xD
at last i dont need get scold ma..

*dont use internet explorer,it suck man. slow like hell!! i searched a web then went to kitchen for 15 minutes come back. IT's STILL LOADING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

Ok lar..
here come a video.. ~.~

Hot Pussy

hahahahaha ~~~ dont simply think o~~ xD xD
enjoy barhs..
taz..

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心的痛

说谎 --> 被骗 + 伤痛

谎话，我相信很多人都有说过。只是我们都不常说。
其实谎话真的能造成一个伤痛。那种痛，是每个人都不一样的。
有些谎话会让人造成一辈子的伤，有些是短暂的伤。

对我来说，
那种痛是刺刺的，心碎，流血。杀那间来的种种感觉。
要笑呢?要哭呢？要生气呢？要讨厌呢？
我选择原谅，忘记。
也许我不懂得生气，也不知道为什么，什么原因好让自己生气。

在一个人的人生中都会遇到不同的挫折。
不同的伤，不同的痛，不同的伤害，不同的事件。
其实，受伤能让一个人成长，更懂事。
我姐姐是这么告诉我的。
对，我赞成。
当一个人遇上了不同的伤害，意识就是他已经遇上了不一样的挫折。
他学会了，学会怎样去应付。
以后，他不会再傻傻为同一件事情而伤心。
他知道他应该要相信还是不相信。
可是，有时候。我们遇见了同一件事情，我们都会用同一个方法去面对。
自己，又在一次的受伤害。
人，总是会说不会做。
这就是人的本性。。。。。

承诺。
谁相信承诺呢？
答案只有一个。 每个人都相信承诺。
是真的，每个人。。。。

• 你父母告诉你，会带你到哪里哪里旅行，你会把它当真。

“那是你与你父母的承诺”

• 你情人告诉你，我会永远爱你，保护你，你选择相信他，虽然你知道那是不可能的。

“那是你与你请人的承诺”

• 你朋友告诉你，我们友谊永固，会永远记得你，你也这样认为，虽然你知道以后你们会分开到不同的地方。

“那是你与你朋友的承诺”

承诺总是带着甜蜜，可是它却含有痛苦。
某某没有遵守承诺，你会感到伤心，生气，伤痛。
对阿，它就是那么的痛。
试问在你们一生中，有多要承诺，又有多少承诺是真的呢？
对，你答应某某我会怎样怎样。那是很甜很好听的啊！可是，你做到吗？
所以，不要随便给与承诺。不要制造伤害。

原因。
很多人都会问， 为什么？为什么？为什么？
那个为什么有很多很多原因。
有些事情需要给于原因，有些反而永远都给不到原因。
我们只能选择沉默。

• 为什么爸爸妈妈不要我呢？为什么要把我抛弃呢?为什么我在孤儿院呢？
• 为什么她要和我分手呢？为什么我们要吵架呢？为什么她不喜欢我呢？
• 为什么她要背叛我？为什么她要在我背后说八卦呢？

很想知道对吧？不敢问？没答案？得不到？
哈哈，对。。有些为什么就是等于零。
就是没原因。
人啊，有时有些原因应该说出来的就说吧。
为了让对方简要更少伤害。说出来也无妨阿。只要你让人家知道。那人家就没有遗憾了阿。

不要说你做不到，因为你还没去尝试。
有些事情并非我们想象中那么糟糕啊。
为什么不要给自己一个机会争取呢？
哪知后果不是你想象中的那样啊？


*greg, there's nothing. so. dont sorry. nothing to do with it*



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Happy mOOn MOOn fest ~~~ o.o

HAPPY MOON MOON FEST !!!!

but then why.. :(
STUPID TRIAL !!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY YOU COME NOW !!!!!!!!!! BREAK MY FESTIVAL !!!!
I HATE YOU !!! DUMB DUMB YOU !!!


imagine now...
kids, adult.. teenage... areeeee...
enjoying their fest..eating this... T.T


whereas.....
i in here !!!!!!
eating this !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sad ... T.T

i should be at outside now..
but.. suan la..
dont wanna lie to my parents..
go friend house study den go celebrate..
so.. decide not to ask..
eRrrr, some extra reason also ...
dont feel wanna talk to my dad.. T.T
i jz dono y he cant understand at me at all... i jz nid some rest after study...
is it too over..? :( sorry dad

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New Born..?? 3 ?!?!?!? What ?!??!!?

Omg?! my "mami" born baby again......??????

WHAT !?
*plox* 3 ?????? 3 "CHILD" ?!??!!?
wtf.. not enough "pit pit" to drink milk !!!!!! poor babies ~~

Mami.. thanks you for giving me another 3 brothers and sister T.T

*touched*
awww... ~~ so.. you all must guai guai ting hua o~~ =)
MUST HEAR WHAT I SAY LER .. !! mUAhahahah~~ xD xD

~meet my brothers and sisters and my family.. :p

~*my new brothers and sis
~*omg ?!?! family of... 7 ?!?!?

~*wahaha.. it's meis and little sister~ :p

SOooOSOOSoooOSOOSooooSOooo...
it's my bro and sis and mami and dady.. MUAHahahhHAHhahahaHAHhaha... !!!

kor~ ur "siblings" o.. kakax.. xD xD








*ps : broken english.. T.T
o la, ola.. communicate with you la.. zzz

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