~*Recently, joining friends for outing.
it was happy and joyful.
merrily.
~*But still,
felt that we are so far.
although they are just beside.
~*Is this call starting of a new friendship ?
we are not the last time.
so we are the new.
~*It's hard to get into everything of them.
but,
still happy to have friends like them
ya.
-sm-
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
The words..
~*Having school holiday for 1 month onward to next year
5th January 2009.
~*Before i back to Quantan,
i went to Cameron Highland.
don't ask me why my friends, u all knew it.
to pay a visit to my dear?
~*A sudden decision for me.
i brought the ticket and went up to the bus.
how brave am i ^^
i told sis before this.
my parents do not know.
i really felt guilt for this.
being a liar .
~*I stayed there for almost 1 week.
told my dad holiday will be started on 1st December.
asked my bro to fetch me back.
so i need to go back.
~*In the week i stay there.
i really get into his life.
i understood his life there and the activities he does everyday.
~*He work from 12pm to late 11pm.
sometimes until midnight.
he's really tired enough.
and his aunt's massage shop, he just like the manager there.
he has to bank in, in-charge in everything.
sometimes, i really feel angry.
why? why the workers there can't lend a hand?
he need to do 2 works instead of 1.
he is just alone.
cleaning and laundry job why can't they help?
i really don't understand what in their mind.
self-fishness.
~*One of the workers is a Chinese women.
she is a mother with 3 child and hubby.
she taught me lot.
she gave me lots of advises.
i do appreciate her.
but she like to smoke and drink.
i really can't take it.
sometimes, i think that she's a little sarcastic.
over-loaded show off.
but yet, she's still a nice person.
maybe we are from different world.
~*Dear really wanted to earn a lot of money.
for his future and our future.
but i really don't want he work so hard.
his heart is weak.
sometimes he feel hard to breath too.
i knew that, and it will become more n more serious.
i really don't hope what in my mind really happens.
~*Next year,
he will follow his god father to Puchong and help him out there.
i don't really know whether he will stay with me anot.
but, i hope yeap.
i can take care of him.
and i know that i need him too.
~*I really tired of argument.
long distance is hard to control both of us.
i really wish to stop everythings that happening on us now.
i'm really sick of it.
-shan mei-
5th January 2009.
~*Before i back to Quantan,
i went to Cameron Highland.
don't ask me why my friends, u all knew it.
to pay a visit to my dear?
~*A sudden decision for me.
i brought the ticket and went up to the bus.
how brave am i ^^
i told sis before this.
my parents do not know.
i really felt guilt for this.
being a liar .
~*I stayed there for almost 1 week.
told my dad holiday will be started on 1st December.
asked my bro to fetch me back.
so i need to go back.
~*In the week i stay there.
i really get into his life.
i understood his life there and the activities he does everyday.
~*He work from 12pm to late 11pm.
sometimes until midnight.
he's really tired enough.
and his aunt's massage shop, he just like the manager there.
he has to bank in, in-charge in everything.
sometimes, i really feel angry.
why? why the workers there can't lend a hand?
he need to do 2 works instead of 1.
he is just alone.
cleaning and laundry job why can't they help?
i really don't understand what in their mind.
self-fishness.
~*One of the workers is a Chinese women.
she is a mother with 3 child and hubby.
she taught me lot.
she gave me lots of advises.
i do appreciate her.
but she like to smoke and drink.
i really can't take it.
sometimes, i think that she's a little sarcastic.
over-loaded show off.
but yet, she's still a nice person.
maybe we are from different world.
~*Dear really wanted to earn a lot of money.
for his future and our future.
but i really don't want he work so hard.
his heart is weak.
sometimes he feel hard to breath too.
i knew that, and it will become more n more serious.
i really don't hope what in my mind really happens.
~*Next year,
he will follow his god father to Puchong and help him out there.
i don't really know whether he will stay with me anot.
but, i hope yeap.
i can take care of him.
and i know that i need him too.
~*I really tired of argument.
long distance is hard to control both of us.
i really wish to stop everythings that happening on us now.
i'm really sick of it.
-shan mei-
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